Friday, October 29, 2010

God Will Make A Way

          God will make a way,
          Where there seems to be no way
          He works in ways we cannot see
          He will make a way for me
          He will be my guide
          Hold me closely to His side
          With love and strength for each new day
          He will make a way, He will make a way.

          By a roadway in the wilderness, He'll lead me
          And rivers in the desert will I see
          Heaven and earth will fade
          But His Word will still remain
          He will do something new today.

          God will make a way,
          Where there seems to be no way
          He works in ways we cannot see
          He will make a way for me
          He will be my guide
          Hold me closely to His side
          With love and strength for each new day
          He will make a way, He will make a way

Monday, October 25, 2010

选择@瘦男孩

有些事
我无从选择
我的出生
我的父母
我的家庭
这全是神已经替我挑好的
选择

有时候
曾抱怨过
上天的
选择
为什么是这样
有些委屈 不公平
或许是
神特地的
选择
还是
神随意的
选择

有一次
我问了神
为何会是我
神无语的回应
似乎要我自己去寻找
后来
我发现
还有些
我还有
选择的机会
我的人生
我的梦想
我的未来
这全是我还能为自己决定的
选择
神安排的
选择
我坦然接受
一次又一次的试探中
我一次又一次地跌倒
重新站起来的时间也
一次比一次地缩短去
我的生命一次又一次
一直在成长着更新着
我继续地努力地朝向
这些我至少还能
选择
我要的人生梦想未来

Friday, October 1, 2010

God wants you to know

What you are most afraid of is where your greatest rewards are. If all you had to do was wish for something and you would have it, life would be pretty boring, wouldn't it? God placed barriers between us and what we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfy...ing lives. God hid our biggest rewards behind the highest barriers - our deepest fears. God wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go, and that's how we get out biggest rewards. What are you most afraid of? Say it, just start by saying it.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

O型水瓶座

O型水瓶座

  1月21日~2月18日

  性格及气质

  O型水瓶座的你,感情丰富,尤其重视友情,跟人交往时,你 会注意对方的立场、个性及健康状态,总是尽量使对方感到自由自在。反过来说,你也希望自己能随时保持自由的心情。O型的人原本应有多面的社交性,不会使周 围的气氛显得沉闷,再加上个性派的水瓶座,你的人际关系自然不会太差。你富有创意爱动脑筋,能注意到别人没有想到的地方,所以往往有令人吃惊的发现。和你 相处,每日的生活都很快乐并且多变化,可是,有些时候,别人会被你古怪的行动吓一大跳。性格爽朗的你,能带给周围的人良好的印象。所以,跟你分开时会感到 依依不舍,离开后更想念你,重感情的你珍惜每一个接近自己的人,但是,你也不能看清事情,缺乏果断力的缺点。

  O型是现实主义者,无论处 于任何情况下,你都保持着"实事求是"的原则,绝不打马虎眼,你虽然外表很容易激动,内心却能保持冷静,而以理性来约束自己的言行举止。但你并不一定要完 全依照自己的标准来生活,在不破坏自己跟别人的和谐之下,追求实际的一面,就是O型水瓶座的特征。水瓶座又是理想主义者,你追求理想的意念极强,无论在多 么不利的情况之下,也不会轻易妥协。虽然你言论激烈,但却不至于被人憎恶的地步,这是因为你除了容易激动之外,还能以冷静的眼光注视自己的言行的缘故。这 一点和O型的现实主义并不冲突,反而能缓和你的情绪,所以,你即使随心所欲地过日子,也绝不会浪费生命。你只是想要毫无遗憾地度过现在,并且正确地展望未 来,所以O型现实与水瓶座的理想主义能在矛盾的融洽中相处。

  O型水瓶座的人,性格十分爽朗,又因为个性圆滑,天生有关心别人的特征,所 以很少和人发生格格不入的情形,人缘甚佳,能很容易以自然的态度跟人交往。此类型的人,对真实的敏感度极强,这和O型现实主义反而能适当地融合,而呈现美 好的一面,所以能表现出较独特的气质,对于各种不同的人,O型水瓶座的你都能与这坦诚相交,轻松自在,这对你的人生将有莫大的助益。

  忠告:对周围的朋友应以博爱的精神平等地对待,千万不要有差别待遇,尤其是对自己所讨厌的人,也应维持基本礼貌。

  爱与性的倾向

   O型水瓶座的你大多拥有自由自在的恋爱,恋爱时极为浪漫,并且经常希望自己能沉浸在自由的气氛里。你在选择对象时,不会盲目行事,重视对方的兴趣及快 乐。尽管你精挑细选地寻找对象,可是你并不很在意双方身份的差异,你认为只要有了爱,其他便一切迎刃而解,音乐会、剧场、美术馆都是不错的约会地点,况 且,欣赏艺术品有助于提高两人的爱情生活品味。

  你对爱的表现很巧妙,往往有别出心裁的点子,而且关心约会时的装扮和选择有趣的事谈天, 和你谈恋爱绝对不会感到沉闷。此型的你,对于表达爱意的方法,非常明显,你会直截了当地说出喜欢或不喜欢。你最无法忍受的便是和讨厌的人拖拖拉拉交往很 久,若是你被对方拒绝了,为了不让人看见自己悲伤的一面,你总是伪装成若无其事的样子。O型水瓶座的你,恋爱时并非缺乏现实性的梦幻故事,除了重视对方给 予自己的感觉以外,也会考虑到对方是否有利于自己,彼此是否谈得来?对于"讨厌"或"喜欢",都能清楚地表达出来。

  O型水瓶座的你,性 欲并不强,外表看似充满激情,但内心却格外地清醒。然而你重视床第之间的情趣,善于使用爱的技巧以取悦对方,在彼此相逢的那一刻,你就已经找出双的共同 感,所以,不必借助生活来提高爱情。此型的你,即使在床第之间,也希望保持冷静的态度,这是因为你同时拥有热情的一面及冷静的一面,所以才有如此的态度。 对于床第之间的甜言蜜语,和发生关系之后的情形,你都感到满足。十分注意房间的灯光,希望尽量培养出罗曼蒂克的气氛。因此,在性爱方面,你算不上是个勇敢 的冒险家。但水瓶座具有极端的反抗性,如果表现在性爱方面,则O型水瓶座的形象,就会遭到破坏。综合O型及水瓶座两者的特征,使你在性爱上表现得十分神 秘,你既热情又冷静又注重情趣,十足是个可怜的情人。

  忠告:恋爱时没有必要把对方当做偶像一样崇拜,放弃对性爱方面的矜持,也许能获得更大的快乐。

  婚姻及家庭

   O型水瓶座的你,在恋爱时就已经冷静地观察对方了,所以,一旦论及婚嫁就不会迷迷糊糊了。只是,你往往过于理性,因此,婚后双方的感情仍没达到沸点,甚 至会对婚姻形式的繁琐及婚姻生活的现实感到厌烦。再者,由于你理性的态度,总使你较倾向于重视现实生活方面,例如,"配偶将来会有出息吗?""他真的是我 最适合的伴侣吗?"诸如此类的问题。事实上,婚姻是由两个人共同建立起来的,无论何时两个人都能配合,婚姻就算成功了。婚姻成功的关键,主要在于恋爱时期 两人共同的嗜好,是否能在婚后继续维持不变,所以,结婚之前两人应培养共同的嗜好,由此发展出深厚的感情基础,在现实的柴米油盐酱之下,才能拥有一片心灵 的净土。总之,O型水瓶座的婚姻,必须像朋友之间的感情,清清淡淡的,才能逐渐培养出爱情,但是,在过于理智的情况下,对婚姻形式的繁琐和婚姻生活的现 实,可能会略感不安。此型的你除了重视对方目前的情况之外,也很在乎对方的将来,因此,必须经过各种角度考虑之后,才会真正做决定,如此地婚姻,也许因为 认清对方而减少了错误,但重视现实的结果使你婚姻少了那么一点热情。

  O型水瓶座的你,家庭运可说是甚佳,你原本就很重感情,所以你会尊 重配偶及孩子的人格,由于你随时都会考虑处理出最好的人际关系,这种性格如果能淋漓尽致地表现在生活中,就能形成和谐夫妻关系及人际关系。假如家庭内发生 纠纷,O型水瓶座的你,也会充分发挥你的第六感觉及判断力,果断而成功地处理一切,你很少会把家庭问题拖延着而不处理。O型水瓶座的你,婚姻生活绝不呆 板,思想自由而奔放,时时都想翻新生活的花样,基于这种心情而组成的家庭,必定随时都保持着一定的新鲜度。你的家庭天天都有快乐的气氛,毫不沉闷,夫妻及 子女之间的关系非常和谐,是个令人羡慕的模范家庭。但是,此型的你也可能偶尔突发奇想,使家人不知所措。例如,你忽然开始热衷于某种事物,变得不太照顾家 庭。甚至离家数日方归,使家人感到不安宁,事实上,家人用不着为你担心,重感情的天性使你热爱家人,只要想到这一点,就会主动回家了,所以,总括来说,你 是个标准的丈夫或妻子。

  忠告:丰富的想像力及表现力,虽能带给家人生活的新鲜感,增进情趣,但需适可而止,以免家人疲于应付。

  事业及成功

   O型水瓶座的你,最擅长自由的想像及独创的设计,旁人眼中平凡的事物,在你看来可能是十分新鲜的,你往往能组合许多小东西,成为一项大发明。你还有另外 一个优点,那就是无论何时你都能带动周围人的情绪,使气氛更为活泼,甚至让别人感到生存是极具价值的。因此,O型水瓶座的你,周围随时都聚了许多人,可以 做你的帮手,使你在工作上或事业上更容易施展才华。你厌恶时间及精神受到束缚,你不但讨厌独裁的上司,更讨厌"为五斗米而折腰"的职业。对于公家机关等, 必须一板一眼服从规定的工作,你会感到厌烦难耐,个性温和,因此,会主动关怀新认识的朋友交往,这种特征,也能活用在工作场合上。

  艺术家、作家、医生、发明家、节目主持人、科学家、律师、飞机驾驶员,都是很适合你的职业,作词家、天文学家也极适合你,只要你发挥特有的想像力及独特的设计,成功必是轻而易举。

  忠告:你原本就是个头脑灵活的人,但是,如果水瓶座激烈的个性强烈地表现出来,也许会发生跟人争执的场面。

  金钱及财运

   O型水瓶座的你,不会执着于金钱,不热衷于储蓄,对于金钱和社会地位,并不响往,也不汲汲于追求物质的享受,因此,O型水瓶座的你颇能安贫乐道。从外表 来看,你似乎是毫无计划地乱花钱,但事实上,一经手的钱财将来一定能获得回馈。虽然你的手头并不宽裕,便却具有卓越的技术和知心好友,这些都比金钱更可 贵。你对亲朋好友从不吝啬,甚至还可以倾囊相助。另一方面,如果是为了工作或兴趣,你也会毅然不惜花费巨资,只求更完美的成果。

  你不必 为了钱而发愁,倒是应该担心自己的人际关系是否良好,反正,钱财乃身外之物,总是在四周流动着,唯有利用它广泛投资,才是致富之道。年轻时期,你不需注意 储蓄金钱。应有效地适用金钱,如此一来,等到上了年纪之后,无论在工作上,或是人际关系上,都能收到好结果,拥有一笔稳定的财富,对你来说,想获得丰富的 财富,只有靠这种手段了,你的财富运并不是顶好,但却有两项赢得财富的两项本钱--技术和朋友。

  忠告:钱财千万别放在身边,尽量购买书藉,这便是增加财富的方法

还真的蛮像我的。。。
作家、医生、发明家、节目主持人、飞机驾驶员,这些都是我以前曾经把它们当作我的志愿。

Saturday, September 25, 2010

我和上帝的合约。

上帝说,我让你当小孩是有时间限制的。人是不可能永远不长大。随着时间的过去,我和上帝签的童年快乐合约就快到期了。时间一到,那张合约将会毁尸灭迹,留下来的只是记忆。要回忆起我的童年,还真的是没有证据可言,靠的是,那拼图似的回忆。小时候上帝并没有在我的童年合约里注明不可依赖朋友这条规则。我的合约里告诉了我,你需要朋友,孩子,去交个朋友吧,没有人是孤岛,你需要帮助时,朋友将会代替我给你最适当的帮助和鼓励。就这样,我听取了上帝的劝告,交了几个知心的朋友。有了朋友,我开始依赖了她们,我变得并不独立。我最快乐的时候就是整天和·朋友腻在一起,说些尽不可能的梦话。我很怕那天跟她们分开了,我就会是一个孤岛,无依无靠,一切重新来过,放下十几年的友情,去交些新朋友。新朋友是永远代替不了久朋友,因为她们并不了解我,我也不了解她们。可是,现实生活中是残酷的,朋友总有一天会交男朋友,结婚生孩子,有家庭去了。童年合约到期了,我重新和上帝签一份合约,《长大》。合约里多了一条规则,孩子,是时候你要学习独立了,学习怎么不去依赖朋友,当然,你还是需要朋友。唯一不改的条规是朋友还是上帝派来的天使,代替了他,帮助我,鼓励我。

Monday, September 20, 2010

Guess what does this means? Running into a high-possibilty lover or destined on the street?

Natasha Bedingfield - Touch

I was tryin' to cross the street
When I tripped and spilled my coffee
On a man who yelled at me
And then walked off in a hurry

Now he's gonna be late for work
So he called his secretary
Said to cancel his appointment with the guy in the lobby

Who's been waiting for a while
And talking on the phone
Got invited to a party and thought he couldn't go

But he's here right now
Standing in my house
And someone turns the music loud

So we dance
And we laugh
And we touch (touch touch)

Yeah we dance
And we laugh
And we touch (touch touch)

Gonna party all night till the sun comes up
Cuz it feels like the world dissapears around us

When we dance
When we laugh
When we touch

I was planning out my party
Running errands 'round the city
Gorcery bags full of alcohol
And chocolate chip cookies

Saw a dress that was amazing
In the window of a boutique
So I went across the street
Then my heel broke and it threw me

I tried to catch my balance
But I was 'sposed to fall
It seems that spilling coffee
Was no accident at all

Cuz you're here right now
Sitting on my couch
Funny how it all works out

When we dance
And we laugh
And we touch (touch touch)

Yeah we dance
And we laugh
And we touch (touch touch)

Gonna party all night till the sun comes up
Cuz it feels like the world dissapears around us

When we dance
When we laugh
When we touch

Every choice we make
And every road we take
Every interaction
Starts a chain reaction
We're noth affected when we least expect it
And ten when we touched
And it all connected

Every choice we make
And every road we take
Every interaction
Starts a chain reaction
We're noth affected when we least expect it
And ten when we touched
And it all connected

When we dance
And we laugh
And we touch (touch touch)

Yeah we dance
And we laugh
And we touch (touch touch)

Gonna party all night till the sun comes up
Cuz it feels like the world dissapears around us

When we dance
When we laugh
When we touch

Ooo oo oo ooo
We touch

Ooo oo oo ooo
We touch

Ooo oo oo ooo
We touch

Ooo oo oo ooo
We touch


Friday, September 17, 2010

我是一只小小鸟

有时后我觉得自己像一只小小鸟
想要飞却怎么样也飞不高
也许有一天我栖上枝头却成为猎人的目标
我飞上了青天才发现自己从此无依无靠

每次到了夜深人静的时候我总是睡不着
我怀疑是不是只有我的明天没有变得更好
未来会怎样究竟有谁会知道
幸福是否只是一种传说我永远都找不到

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

所有知道我的名字的人啊你们好不好
世界是如此的小我们注定无处可逃
当我尝尽人情冷暖当你决定为你了的理想燃烧
生活的压力与生命的尊严哪一个重要

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高
这样的要求算不算太高

S.H.E - 只為愛上你

如果說這世界不夠完美不夠好
一定是在等我們 親手給它變得美好
就像愛 看起來 會那麼少
一定是在等我們
一起勇敢尋找 一起找到

*一片片落葉 為開出個花園
 手牽手挨過整個冬天
 每隻蝴蝶 為了飛 為了翩翩起舞
 先做一個繭

 最美海岸線 總是要很蜿蜒
 才足夠讓人忘返流連
 你的身邊 要不是 比天邊還遙遠
 勇氣怎麼出現*

當我終於住進你的心裡
分享同一個世界
身後錯過痛過漫長情節
都變甜美

#只有我了解這幸福感覺
 美得值得付出一切
 能夠遇見你 認識你
 喜歡你 愛上你
 感謝我每滴眼淚

 只有你明白我有多珍貴
 好得值得你為我改變
 讓你繼續溫柔交換我燦爛笑容一天一天
 到永遠那一天#

愛上你有多幸運 像是天使的禮物
我們不要辜負這幸福一定要更加幸福
如果愛 真的是 那麼的少
我們就一起守護我們得來不易的愛不被打擾

Repeat*

當你終於走到我的面前 完成所有的畫面
就算苦辣酸甜嘗過一遍 只剩喜悅

Repeat#

像是大雨過後晴朗的天 寬闊而耀眼
每個黎明都需要有一殘缺
往回看每兜一個圈 每一條迂迴的曲線
都是為愛上你必須留的伏線

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Quotes from KXP.

If u want to success , u nid to take a risk . A successful businessman takes a risk , gamble on wat he has and in the end , he owns an international company. ~ KXP


If you believe in God then God will always stay beside with u. ~ KXP

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

I make up my mind to go for my dream.


Since childhood, somebody influenced me a lot. She brought me to watch all sorts of english drama. X-Files was one of the english drama that she brought me to watch at a very young age. Till now , i still counldnt forget how creepy that drama was. She likes english drama a lot. She even complains to me that why she dint born in USA as an ABC, American Born Chinese. Slowly, i m influenced by her. I m starting to fell in love with the land of opportunities, USA, America. I tend to study there too. Too bad, a promising educational system but high fee plus high living cost. People like me cant afford, even an air-ticket is making me headache. But, i make up my mind to step onto the land of opportunities in the future because sitting on the bench of the New York Central Park is a part of my dream. Joining a peace parade in the New York City is a part of my dream too. Holding a Starbuck coffee walking through the street of New York rushing towards the subway of New York is definitely a part of my dream. Maybe not now, but yes in the future. If i cant study there, i'll try to work there.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Team Percy, LOL

♥ I like his blue eyes so much ♥ Blushing now. : P




P.S. More handsome than Edward Cullen that suck vampire gua !

Diary of a Wimpy Kid. Film or books? U prefer which one?

11-year-old Greg Heffley (Zachary Gordon) is anxious to start middle school, confident he will easily become the school's most popular kid. However, Greg worries about how his "uncool" best friend, Rowley Jefferson (Robert Capron), will fit in. While Rowley is a good friend who helps Greg escape his terrorizing older brother, Rodrick (Devon Bostick), Greg worries that Rowley's "dorky" clothes and personality will embarrass both of them.

On their first day, Greg and Rowley meet Angie (Chloë Grace Moretz), a seventh grader who works for the school's paper. Throughout the school year, Angie gives Greg and Rowley information about the workings of middle school, which she believes was created to store kids while they make the awkward transition between children to teenagers. Classmate Chirag Gupta (Karan Brar) tells Greg and Rowley the story behind the moldy slice of swiss cheese laying on the school's basketball court; upon touching the cheese, a kid named Darren Walsh (Harrison Houde) contracted the Cheese Touch; anyone who touches the cheese will create chaos as they pass on the Cheese Touch by touching someone else. The Cheese Touch eventually got taken away by a German foreign student named Dieter Muller, who moved back to Germany and took the Cheese Touch with him.

Greg is determined to be voted a "class favorite" and listed in the yearbook, but each of his attempts to do so backfire. His popularity quickly drops as he loses to Patty Farrell (Laine MacNeil), Greg's arch-enemy, in Scholastic wrestling (taught by Coach Malone (Andrew McNee));Greg angers teenagers on Halloween night by threatening to call the cops on them after they spray him and Rowley with a fire extinguisher, and then damages their Ford F150 with a weed whacker; Greg joins the geeky Safety Patrol with Rowley; and breaks Rowley's arm during winter vacation. At school, everyone notices Rowley's broken arm and Rowley becomes very popular, much to Greg's dismay. Rowley's popularity increases when he beats Greg to become the school paper's cartoonist, despite Greg's dismissal of his ideas.

Greg and Rowley's friendship falls apart after Greg allows Rowley to unwittingly take the blame for a mistake Greg made during Safety Patrol. After Greg tells Rowley the truth and tries to tell it as a joke, Rowley berates him for being a bad friend who cares about nothing but himself. Rowley then leaves him and befriends a kid named Collin Lee (Alex Ferris). Greg tries to move on by having a sleep over with Fregley (Grayson Russell), the weirdest and 201st least popular (past the bottom) kid in school, but Fregley's sugar-induced hyperactivity is too much for him to take. He then tries to pursue popularity without Rowley by auditioning for the school play of The Wizard of Oz, but ruins the performance by starting an apple throwing fight with Patty in the middle of the performance.

At the school mother-son dance, Greg's mother (Rachael Harris) suggests Greg ask Rowley to go out for ice cream with them. However, Collin tells Greg that he and Rowley already have plans. Later, Greg is excited when Rowley comes up to him in school, but is disappointed when he learns Rowley only wants a game back. Greg refuses to return the game, causing them to get into a argument. Kids gather around them, wanting them to fight, but are quickly dispelled when the teenagers that Greg and Rowley had angered on Halloween drive up, looking for revenge. The kids find the Cheese and force Rowley to eat it. They are about to force Greg to eat the part Rowley didn't when Coach Malone arrives, leading the kids to run away.

The children return and find the partially eaten Cheese. Patty begins to accuse Rowley, but Greg steps in and takes the blame. He picks up the Cheese and makes a profound speech about the ridiculousness of the Cheese and other middle school institutions, but it backfires when Patty just shouts out that Greg has the Cheese Touch, causing everyone to run away from Greg. Greg and Rowley make up, and Angie approaches them to compliment Greg for his bravery. Greg and Rowley make it into the class favorites list as "cutest friends". The film ends with Greg, Rowley, and Angie laughing after Patty hugged Rowley and contracted the Cheese Touch and Greg narrating that he still has the summer and next year ahead of him.

Just the way you are. Suddenly, love Bruno Mars a lot.

Oh her eyes her eyes
make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair her hair
falls perfectly without her trying
Shes so beautiful
And i tell her everyday

Yeah, I know I know
when i compliment her she wont believe me
And its so its so
sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay, I say

When I see your face
there is not a thing that I would change
Cuz ur amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cuz girl ur amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips her lips
I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy
Shes so beautiful
And I tell her everyday

Oh you know you know you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect's what your searching for


then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know I'll say

When I see your face
There is not a thing that I would change
Cuz ur amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cuz girl ur amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl your amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There is not a thing that I would change
Cuz ur amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cuz girl ur amazing
Just the way you are

Yeaah

Too Handsome . Peggy's boy boy.

Bill Gates


Monday, August 30, 2010

Someday

You can go
You can start all over again
You can try to find a way to make another day go by
You can hide
Hold all your feelings inside
You can try to carry on when all you want to do is cry

And maybe someday
We'll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now and
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow
Someday

Now wait
And try to find another mistake
If you throw it all away then maybe you can change your mind
You can run, oh
And when everything is over and done
You can shine a little light on everything around you
Man it's good to be someone

And I don't want to wait
I just want to know
I just want to hear you tell me so
Give it to me straight
Tell it to me slow

Cause maybe someday
We'll figure all this out
We'll put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to just feel better now and
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow
Someday

Cause sometimes we don't really notice
Just how good it can get
So maybe we should start all over
Start all over again

Friday, August 6, 2010

那年夏天,我和一群疯子拥有了共同的回忆。

那年夏天,我和一群疯子在夏日营里混日子。虽然我们都不是志愿的,而是被迫的,但我们都觉得那段日子有欢笑有泪水,意义非凡。我非常怀念那年夏天和那群疯子做过的傻事。如果有机会,我会重新踏入那年夏天和一群疯子去过的圣神教堂,大大声开口唱歌,赞美上帝。我也会和那群疯子一起在做完礼拜后一起去“A”教堂的点心。。。拿个不停,也塞个不停。。。如果一切可以重来,我也会与那群疯子一起偷窥教堂里的吉他帅哥,听听印有心形胎记的牧师讲讲道,继续延续我们夏天的疯狂。那年夏天我们也差点把整座森林给烧了。。。怀念那里的一切,怀念那里的kuih Ah Hao.... 最让我怀念的是那年夏天一边疯狂的跑,一边欣赏那遥远的海,永远都不会忘记那片深蓝色的海。那年夏天的海是最美的。很后悔为什么当初没有放慢脚步来欣赏那片海。







Sunday, August 1, 2010

I hope 1 day i can run along the beach with my dog , breath in the sense of freedom together.


My dream of owning a Husky !



Side by side, we sit together , can we be a buddy? Loyal to each others?

A bond with dog - forever and ever.


Huh? a DOG ? No way to hell. Mom shouts at us. Mom , plz lar , we r begging u , we want a dog. Dun u think they r cute and innocent? Honestly,dog isnt my 1st pet in my life. In my memories so far, my 1st pet is a cat. Why i switch my pet from a cat to a dog? Curious? As u knw, cat cant deal wif dog, they fight. Through my experience, the degree of ungratefulness of a cat is way more higher than a dog. I remember my cat, he disappear for a few year. One day, he suddenly approach in our backyard. He has make us worried for a few year. My neighbour owned a cute dog. It makes us envy. So, we also want it. We beg mom for it. Finally, we have ourselves a cute dog from our relatives. We promise mom to be a responsible dog care taker . But, it seem to be a failure. In the end, mom are in charge of everything. But, 1 thing for sure, i really love my dog. It gives me a sense of protection. I talk to him when i m down, i play with them to forget my trouble. When i m all alone, my dog is always there to give me a sense of security. When i m small, i do believe the existence of ghost, boogey boogey. So, when i m left all alone in the house, i will hug my dog tightly, unwilling to let him go. Slowly, a bond between man and dog has been developed. It's not easy to engage wif a bond so as the termination. It's a forever and ever bond.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Big Bang, Let me hear your voice

Growing up, a pain process where we all are unable to avoid .

Recently, i miss my cute and special teacher Hii Shiun Houng. How i wish i can sit in her class once again. If i m given the chance to go back to my primary school, without hesitating, i will definitely go back, although i m frequently punished by my dear teacher. Hii Shiun Houng, i just want to tell u a truth, i reli miss the class conducted by u. Too bad, i lost my soul of childness. Never be able to find it back, it's beyond my power, it's GOD Will, i cant violate HIS Will. Besides missing primary life, i miss my F4 and F5 life too. I miss Annie, i miss Siew Choon, i miss Soon Mei, i miss Li Wenn, i miss Wei Nii, i miss Jaswin, i miss Peggy,i miss Desmon.... i miss everything in F5. Somebody shakes me in the earthquake mode asking me to wake up to face the world of reality where i need to face everything lonely. Telling me it's time for u to grow up, be a responsible person, no more fooling around. Advising me u gotta go in ur own way, it's time to let go of ur dear friends. And on tat day , i lost my soul of happiness. I really miss Desmon's drawing, drawing of the elements. I miss Jaswin, she is my backbone. I m just a baby starting to learn how to walk conducted by her. I miss Soon Mei's violence. How i wish i can have her back to give me a punch on my face so tat i can faint and not need to wake up from my dream to face the world of reality. I miss Peggy as she is the only one who will always appreciate the joke i tell her. How i wish i m a heartless person, never be able to find out the pain of parting. Soon Mei and Li Wenn, u guys left me behind, how could u all do this to me? I m trying to catch u two up. Why both of u have the extra wings to fly so high and left me behind without looking back? I lost in the middle of the crossroad, trying to figure out which roads have been taken by both of u. U two r so mean, why dun u two left some clues for me? U two left without a sound. I really lost my soul, unable to take the next move. I guess , it's what we call growing up. Now i realize growing up is a pain process where we all cant avoid.

















Wednesday, July 28, 2010

恐惧中度过

最近我在精神上真的很不行了。我每天都在恐慌当中度过。我讨厌的事物似乎想甩也甩不开。尽然甩不开了,我尝试去克服它,可是我怎么努力,似乎都行不通。我的背上有一块沉重的石头,我想要把它搬离,可是以我的能力,我看不行,需要别人的帮助。找来了好友帮忙,还是行不通。是那块石头太固执了还是我还没发出我百分之百的功力呢?我真的是败给它了。它有时使我很恐惧很恐惧,恐惧到我很不想活了。。。

Thursday, July 15, 2010

或许。。。

或许上帝让我朋友一个个离开我是为了要让我学会离别呢?或许上帝要我走这条艰难的路是要考验我的忍耐力呢?或许上帝让我中到国民服务是为了要让我先习惯社会的险恶呢?或许上帝把我留在f6是为了让我飞更高呢?或许上帝从我那里拿走什么东西时机一到他就会还给我呢?或许年轻时潦倒,未来一帆风顺也说不定呢?或许年轻时顺顺遂遂,未来潦倒也说不定呢?人生中有许多或许。但我只知道我要跟着我的心走。不管情况有多不乐观,我也要咬牙度过。靠别人不如靠自己,或许现在我的双脚被绑住了,不能走了,但只要我的手脚还健在,有一天我也是会走的。也许到了那天我不是用走的了,而是用飞的了。现在只是时间上的问题了。到时,机票,车票,船票通通将会是单程票。

Thursday, July 1, 2010

On this day, God wants you to know... ...

.........that it's time you let go. Yes, of course, you want to control so everything happens in just the way you want it. But at the end of the day, we control nothing, - it's all in God's hands, - has always been, and will always be. So, do what you can, and then let go, and let God handle the rest. I like this quotes. Quotes from God wants you to know application via facebook. Guys, go to try it and get encouragement from there.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Busy Life. Get Started.

Busy, away, available, offline. Sounds familiar 2 u guys rite? Msn maniac would know it. I always put available in my msn. Juz 2 let my friends know i m ever ready 2 chat wif u guys through msn. Msn is such a convenient tool 4 me 2 keep in touch wif my machi, my buddy. But, tis 2 years, i will change my status 2 busy. No longer available 4 u guys. I wan 2 concentrate in my studies. I oredi make my mind 2 stay f6. No turning back , no regreting. Fight ! Fight! Fight! Fight till STPM! 4 flat is waiting 4 me if i work hard, pray hard. It's going 2 be my busy life tis 2 years. Get started. Study hard, study smart. U guys wait 4 me 4 another 2 years. Till then , i'll be set free.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

少了一样东西的油站。

老实说,PLKN毕业回来后,我总觉得世界变了。变的是,朋友一个个离开了,连我最要好的朋友都要离开我去读私人学院了。年头时我曾经和我最要好的朋友,顺美一起进圣心去读f6(post SPM)。因为要进国民服务了,我读一半半就离开了。我的离开使顺美在那间学校也混不下去了,也跟着我的脚步离开了。不同的是,我们离开后的去向并不一样。我去了民都鲁当兵而她留在诗巫打工去了。后来f6正式开课了,我还在当兵,还没毕业,顺美只好自己再去上f6。在当兵时我一直被奖学金的事情搞到一个头两个大。我所请的奖学金我都没能得到。我也因此在兵营里常常闷闷不乐,过得并不算快乐。想打个电话向朋友诉苦也不能。不是没时间就是公共电话排长龙。JPA 奖学金的名单出了,我连打回去的勇气都没有,因为我知道我是不可能会得到的了。我在兵营里不断受到打击。后来,我决定要去读f6了,哪里知道我又收到晴天霹雳的消息。我妈在我要毕业的那几天打来了,她告诉我顺美决定再次离开f6,去读私人学院了。我很伤心,我很想留她,可是我不能阻止她去追求她的梦想。PLKN毕业后,我在家里休息了两个星期终于上学去了。这次回去我真的要好好努力读书了。只要熬过这一年半,未来的日子将会是美好的。上学的第一天我并不能完全习惯。老师所教的东西,我消化的很吃力。放学时,我像往常一样走到学校对面的油站去等我妈。油站还是跟年头时一样,站在那里等父母的学生还是那几个,一点都没变。可是,我总觉得少了一样东西。少的是顺美。还记得年头时,我们一起站在油站等父母,我们还有说有笑的,我还对她说我以后再也不要进圣心了。从小到大,每次放学我一定和她在一起等父母。她的离开让我顿时很不习惯。下个月她将要离开诗巫去追求她的梦想了,我也只能祝福她学成归来。。。而我会留在f6奋斗,也学习习惯那没有她的校园生活。我不能老是依赖她,毕竟她以后也是要嫁人的。她的离开真的使油站少了一样东西。。。

Monday, June 21, 2010

Words to my dear friends ....

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."- Anon

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend."- Albert Camus

"Friendship is one mind in two bodies."- Mencius

"If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I would be at the bottom to catch them."- Anon

"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."- Anon

"Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart."- Anon

“When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.”

"Together forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart.”

"Promise you won't forget me, because if I thought you would, I'd never leave."~Winnie the Pooh~

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."~Walter Winchell~

"If I had one gift that I could give you, my friend, it would be the ability to see yourself as others see you, because only then would you know how extremely special you are."~B.A. Billingsly~

"A true friend is someone who knows there's something wrong even when you have the biggest smile on your face."

A friend
is one who knows us, but loves us anyway. -- Fr. Jerome Cumming


Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in the hearts of true friends. -- Cindy Lew

Who finds a faithful friend, finds a treasure. -- Jewish Saying

"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you." -- Elbert Hubbard

The best way to destroy an enemy is to make him a friend.-- Abraham Lincoln

Hold a true friend with both your hands. -- Nigerian Proverb

"A faithful friend is the medicine of life." -- Apocrypha

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.-- Anonymous

"Friendship multiplies the good of life and divides the evil." -- Baltasar Gracian


"Friendship needs no words..." -- Dag Hammarskjold.

"Friends are the sunshine of life." -- John Hay

One who looks for a friend without faults will have none. -- Hasidic Saying

Friends are needed both for joy and for sorrow. -- Samuel Paterson

Friendship is the golden thread that ties the heart of all the world.-- Friendship doubles our joy and divides our grief.-- Swedish proverb

A friend hears the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails.-- Anonymous

Plant a seed of friendship; reap a bouquet of happiness. -- Lois L. Kaufman

"There is nothing worth the wear of winning, but laughter and the love of friends." -- Hillaire Belloc

"The rain may be falling hard outside, But your smile makes it all alright. I'm so glad that you're my friend. I know our friendship will never end." -- Robert Alan

"Wishing to be friends is quick work, but friendship is a slow-ripening fruit." -- Aristotle

"Friendship is essentially a partnership." -- Aristotle

"Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe unto him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up." -- The Bible: Ecclesiastes 4:9-10.

"True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost" -- Charles Caleb Colton

"A friend may well be reckoned the masterpiece of nature." -- Ralph Waldo Emerson

"A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere." -- Ralph Waldo Emerson

"Friends show their love in times of trouble..." -- Euripides

"One loyal friend is worth ten thousand relatives." -- Euripides

"A good friend is my nearest relation." -- Thomas Fuller

"No man is useless while he has a friend." -- Robert Louis Stevenson

"A friend is a present you give yourself." -- Robert Louis Stevenson

A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world. -- Leo Buscaglia

Advice from your friends in like the weather, some of it is good, some of it is bad.-Anonymous

Only your real friends will tell you when your face is dirty. -- Sicilian Proverb

Good friends are good for your health.-Irwin Sarason

The language of friendship is not words but meanings. -- Henry David Thoreau

True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity, before it is entitled to the appellation. -- George Washington

In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.-Martin Luther King, Jr.

A true friend is one who overlooks your failures and tolerates your success!-- Doug Larson

Do not protect yourself by a fence, but rather by your friends. -- Czech. Proverb

True friendship never ends.







My life is sucks without FRIENDS !

You'll always be there for me.
You're...
My Friend,
my companion,
through good times and bad
my friend, my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness, with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there,
throughout the years!


Saturday, June 19, 2010

Life din't work out like what i plan.

2010 has been a hard year for me. I have gone through so much suffer and i know it's not going to be end.
January:
I'm still enjoying my life without homework , without schooling , without teacher's nagging.... Just.... i m a full-time housewife. I plan 2 find a job. But , no ideal job 4 me. i wan 2 wrk in Popular but they r not employing part-time worker. Mom asking me 2 work at supermarket, but i reluctant, knwing it's gonna be a hard job with low job-pay. So, i end up going 2 f6 in SHS. I m being forced by my mom. Mom:" If u dun wan 2 work, u go 2 study f6 ! " No ideal job 4 me, i have 2 go f6. Nitemare started from here. 1st time, my life dint goes as i plan.

February:
In Jan, i enrolled 4 motorbike lesson. I m old enough 2 study motorbike. Wat a shame ! I attend my law lesson in Jan. I plan 2 take my law test in Jan too, but my name can't be updated. My precious time has been wasted. Till Feb,i can onli take the test. 2nd time, my life dint goes as i plan.

March:
I plan 2 done my motorbike lesson and take the motorbike test before i get into ns. But, becoz of tat damn shit updating name, i can't make it. I have 2 wait till i graduate from ns. I have 2 renew my L license again. It's quite troublesome. 3rd time, my life dint goes as i plan.

April:
In the kem there, i try my very best 2 adapt the life there. The timetable in there is packing. 1st week i reach there, i m unable 2 eat. Everything goes 2 my mouth, i vomit it. I thought i have Anorexia + depression. My stomach is hungry, but my mind keep telling me not 2 eat it. One of my frenz was send 2 unit discipline 2 be punished. She herself dint even realise tat she has done smthing wrong. Her case make me even more depressed. I will suddenly scare + worry in tat kem. I m worried tat i will becum juz like her , get punished without warning and without knwing wat was my fault. It has oredi been a hard life in there, then comes the BAD news. 16/4, lists of offer 2 the matriculation r out. I phone my frenz, i m disappointed coz i dint get it. Wat a April Fool ! I plan 2 get matric. I dint count on JPA. My way 2 brighter future is blocked. 4th time,my life dint goes as i plan.

May:
My frenz help me 2 do rayuan of matric. This month, lists of offer JPA and matric rayuan will come out. Again, i m disappointed by the news. I dint get anything. I m forced 2 get back 2 f6. I plan 2 strive 4 my brighter future by skipping f6. I knw f6 is a hard way 2 succeed and yet time-consuming. But, no money , say gudbye 2 private. 5th time, my life dint goes as i plan.

June:
Finally, i m set free from ns. My frenz and my mom have been busy helping me 2 do rayuan of JPA. I reli reli reli hope tat i can get JPA 2 local u. But, it's a doomsday 4 me. I dint make it. I have disappointed my mom and my frenz. They have been busy helping me but it's all going wrong direction. I plan not 2 get back 2 f6 anymore, but now it all ruin. I reli nid 2 wrk hard 2 accept SHS as my 2nd home. 6th time, my life dint goes as i plan.

2010 is reli an unlucky year 4 me. I wan 2 say TQ 2 my mom and my fenz 4 helping me and supporting me when i m down. It's beyond our power.Life din't work out like what i plan. Wat to do?

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

快!快去祭拜屈原!快去扫屈原的墓!不要只顾着吃粽子。。。


16/6/10,大家端午节快乐!老实说,端午节是屈原的死忌,并不是我们享受那香喷喷粽子的日子,更不是我们比赛划龙舟的日子。包粽子是为了投进江里避免屈原的尸体被鱼吃。我们吃来干嘛???难不成我们是鱼,会伤害屈原尸体的鱼???比赛划龙舟来干嘛???还不快点划龙舟去找屈原的尸体!!!我在这奉劝各位快点去祭拜屈原,快点去扫屈原的墓吧。。。放下你手中的粽子吧。。。吃太多也是会肥的。。。wahaha.... XD 个人发神经,不要当真!

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

走,我们一起去翻哈佛的墙。。。


F4那年,小学同学,Ong Wan Yee又回到跟我同班。不同的是她带来了新朋友。这位新朋友跟Ong混的很熟,而我又跟Ong不错,自然而然我也跟她混的很熟。她就是刘俐妏,我大姐。。。她是一个很有个性的人,又很尽责。我们两个有一个共同点,那就是爱发白日梦。我们在班上有着永远聊不完的话题。有一天,我又开始在她面前发白日梦。发完白日梦,我转过去对她说:“俐妏啊。。。我以后要变成全世界最有钱的首富,拥有自己的国际公司,每一个国家都有我们的分行。我也要去哈佛读书。。。”我以为她会笑我,哪里知道,她也参于我的疯狂。她对我说:“你是CEO,我是副CEO而阿美是我们的秘书长。你进哈佛,我就去剑桥。。。” P.S. :阿美是暴力女,也是跟我们混得很熟的三剑客。 我告诉俐妏:“ok ok,我是CEO,你是副CEO,阿美秘书长。。。哇哈哈。。。呃。。。我觉得哈佛比剑桥好诶。。。”俐妏就说:“那我就跟你一起去哈佛吧。。。” 哈佛???是人人都想挤进去的名校。我们阿狗阿猫是不可能进得了的。我们两个实在太矮了,而哈佛的墙又太高了。。。我们的哈佛梦离我们太远了。。。我也只能对俐妏说:“走,我们一起去翻哈佛的墙。。。”

Monday, June 14, 2010

Sorry, i have misjudged u. Gossiping is TERRIBLE !

In the kem , there is a guy who wears black rectangle spectacles. He is from Kompeni Alpha. He is in the same class wif me for class integrasi. Somebody tell me tat he is a smart student. He gets gud result in SPM. One day, my frenz busy gossiping, so , i join them. From them, i get to knw in kompeni alpha , there is a guy put his kissing photo in fb. I get the wrong message, i thought he is the guy. Then , i started 2 contempt him. Smart guy but misbehaved. Although get gud result in SPM, we r shocked by his behavior. After graduate, i finally get bek 2 my home. Home sweet home. Long time dint online, i must keep on onlining before holidays off. U knw, i m computer maniac. Can u imagine life without PC in the kem? It's sucks ! Through fb, i realise tat tat guy we gossip abt is not him. I have misjudged him. Sorry, i have misjudged u ..... The biggest tend in the kem is GOSSIPING. Gossiping is reli terrible. Guys, never gossip about others. This is my advice 2 u all !!!

The most popular song in NS.

Lady GaGa : Bad Romance

Caught in a bad romance
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah
Roma, Roma-ma
GaGa, ooh la la
Want your bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah
Roma, Roma-ma
GaGa, ooh la la
Want your bad romance
I want your ugly, I want your disease
I want your everything as long as it's free
I want your love, love, love, love
I want your love
I want your drama, the touch of your hand
I want your leather studded kiss in the sand
I want your love, love, love, love
I want your love
(Love, love, love, I want your love)
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want your bad, your bad romance
I want your love and I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your love and all your lover's revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Caught in a bad romance
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah
Roma, Roma-ma
GaGa, ooh la la
Want your bad romance
I want your horror, I want your design
'Cause you're a criminal as long as your mine
I want your love, love, love, love
I want your love
I want your psycho, your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window baby your sick
I want your love, love, love, love
I want your love
(Love, love, love, I want your love)
You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
('Cause I'm a free bitch, baby)
I want a bad, bad romance
I want your love and I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your love and all your lover's revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Caught in a bad romance
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah
Roma, Roma-ma
GaGa, ooh la la
Want your bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah
Roma, Roma-ma
GaGa, ooh la la
Want your bad romance
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it, move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it, move that bitch crazy
Walk, walk fashion baby
Work it, move that bitch crazy
Walk walk passion baby
Work it, I'm a free bitch baby
I want your love and I want your revenge
I want your love, I don't wanna be friends
Je veux ton amour et je veux ton revenge
Je veux ton amour
I don't want to be friends
(I want your bad romance, I want your bad romance)
I don't wanna be friends
(I want your bad romance, I want your bad romance)
(Caught in a bad romance)
I don't want to be friends
(I want your bad romance, I want your bad romance)
I don't wanna be friends
(I want your bad romance)
(Caught in a bad romance)
I want your bad romance
I want your love and I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your love and all your lover's revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
Want your bad romance
Caught in a bad romance
Want your bad romance
Want your bad romance
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah
Roma, Roma-ma
GaGa, ooh la la
Want your bad romance

When everyone receives their handphone on saturday, my dorm will becum noisy again. Noisy coz full of Lady Gaga BAD ROMANCE. I tell myself : " Oh Boy , Oh Boy, tonite i m going 2 sleep wif Lady Gaga's voice around my ears....AGAIN!!!!" I cant stand it anymore. Reli funny eh ... they r kinda addicted 2 bad romance . Wat is so gud abt BAD ROMANCE a? It has becum a tend in kem similajau. Their ringtones r all BAD ROMANCE. Sick of Bad Romance....Definitely, no more Bad Romance in the future!!!Bad Romance r banned from my life !!!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Peggy's Spongebob


Before Peggy leave for swinburne, i buy tis 4 her. I m going 2 miss her in the future. I knw she likes spongebob. So, i buy tis love-shaped pillow wif spongebob on it 2 express my love 2 her. I hope Peggy wont forget me when she goes 2 swinburne. The pillow = me. She can kiss it , she can droop saliva on it.... i dont mind, juz dont forget 2 protect it.

A song i learn in NS - Hari ini Kurasa Bahagia

Hari in ku rasa bahagia
Berkumpul bersama saudara seiman
Tuhan Yesus t'lah satukan kita
Tanpa memandang di antara kita

Bergandingan tangan dalam kasih
Dalam satu hati
Berjalan dalam terang kasih
Tuhan Kau sahabatku, kau saudaraku
Tiada yang dapat memisahkan kita

when i attend kelas kerohanian every week , Thursday and Friday in NS , they will sing this song. I will sing aloud and think of my old buddies in sibu. They r far far away from me. I miss them so much. Life without them is sucks! I juz wan 2 tell them i LOVE them so so much ! i cant wait 2 reunite wif them !

The reason i hate SHS.


Honestly, i m oredi used 2 the life in st.e. I fool around wif a bunch of girls from f1 till f5. It has been 5 years. Suddenly, ask me 2 face a bunch of guys , i m dumb. It's not easy for me to adapt the life in SHS. It's reli a nitemare 2 me. Terrible, horrible and vegetable. I choose physics class, coz my dream started from here. My classmates in physics class almost all r guys. I reli dun knw how 2 communicate wif guys. On my birthday, our responsible monitor , Polycarp gifted a cake 2 me. I reli dun knw wat 2 do at tat time. I m dumb at tat moment. In st.e , nobody did tis 2 me before. Nobody will concern about my D.O.B. They sing birthday song 2 me. But, i reli dun knw wat should i do.No tq from me, no appreciation from me, i juz continue 2 do my work. It's an AWKWARD moment .... Soli ya , guys , i dint mean it. i m not tat 大牌。。。juz i dont knw how 2 express my appreciation in front a bunch of guys.

Before going 2 NS.

Before going 2 NS, i m studying in SHS. Hell f6 , full of god damn homework , oral, oral, oral , che che ,che. All this are my nitemare. i m kinda phobia 2 it . i just want 2 run away from it . I m reluctant 2 face all this. So, i told myself, i m more willing to go for NS. i can't wait to go for NS. i want to play flying fox, rakit , kembara halangan .... all those stuff. Who knows..... when i reach Kem Similajau , Bintulu.... another nitemare starts.....