Life din't work out like what i plan.

2010 has been a hard year for me. I have gone through so much suffer and i know it's not going to be end.
January:
I'm still enjoying my life without homework , without schooling , without teacher's nagging.... Just.... i m a full-time housewife. I plan 2 find a job. But , no ideal job 4 me. i wan 2 wrk in Popular but they r not employing part-time worker. Mom asking me 2 work at supermarket, but i reluctant, knwing it's gonna be a hard job with low job-pay. So, i end up going 2 f6 in SHS. I m being forced by my mom. Mom:" If u dun wan 2 work, u go 2 study f6 ! " No ideal job 4 me, i have 2 go f6. Nitemare started from here. 1st time, my life dint goes as i plan.

February:
In Jan, i enrolled 4 motorbike lesson. I m old enough 2 study motorbike. Wat a shame ! I attend my law lesson in Jan. I plan 2 take my law test in Jan too, but my name can't be updated. My precious time has been wasted. Till Feb,i can onli take the test. 2nd time, my life dint goes as i plan.

March:
I plan 2 done my motorbike lesson and take the motorbike test before i get into ns. But, becoz of tat damn shit updating name, i can't make it. I have 2 wait till i graduate from ns. I have 2 renew my L license again. It's quite troublesome. 3rd time, my life dint goes as i plan.

April:
In the kem there, i try my very best 2 adapt the life there. The timetable in there is packing. 1st week i reach there, i m unable 2 eat. Everything goes 2 my mouth, i vomit it. I thought i have Anorexia + depression. My stomach is hungry, but my mind keep telling me not 2 eat it. One of my frenz was send 2 unit discipline 2 be punished. She herself dint even realise tat she has done smthing wrong. Her case make me even more depressed. I will suddenly scare + worry in tat kem. I m worried tat i will becum juz like her , get punished without warning and without knwing wat was my fault. It has oredi been a hard life in there, then comes the BAD news. 16/4, lists of offer 2 the matriculation r out. I phone my frenz, i m disappointed coz i dint get it. Wat a April Fool ! I plan 2 get matric. I dint count on JPA. My way 2 brighter future is blocked. 4th time,my life dint goes as i plan.

May:
My frenz help me 2 do rayuan of matric. This month, lists of offer JPA and matric rayuan will come out. Again, i m disappointed by the news. I dint get anything. I m forced 2 get back 2 f6. I plan 2 strive 4 my brighter future by skipping f6. I knw f6 is a hard way 2 succeed and yet time-consuming. But, no money , say gudbye 2 private. 5th time, my life dint goes as i plan.

June:
Finally, i m set free from ns. My frenz and my mom have been busy helping me 2 do rayuan of JPA. I reli reli reli hope tat i can get JPA 2 local u. But, it's a doomsday 4 me. I dint make it. I have disappointed my mom and my frenz. They have been busy helping me but it's all going wrong direction. I plan not 2 get back 2 f6 anymore, but now it all ruin. I reli nid 2 wrk hard 2 accept SHS as my 2nd home. 6th time, my life dint goes as i plan.

2010 is reli an unlucky year 4 me. I wan 2 say TQ 2 my mom and my fenz 4 helping me and supporting me when i m down. It's beyond our power.Life din't work out like what i plan. Wat to do?