Friday, June 15, 2012

执着的水瓶座

萧曼是个典型的水瓶女。她符合了水瓶座的友善,为人无私,对友情永远排第一,从不重色轻友,也不有异性没人性。萧曼一直以来渴望出去读书,但对来自小康之家的她并负担不起,她被迫留下脚步,上了中六,以考取大学门票,减轻家里人的负担。还没定下心的萧曼并无心上中六。她的好友音宣铁了心想去私人学府读书。萧曼感到很空虚,无助,她太过依赖她的好友。她认为自己并不能在中六生存下去,中六是最难考的高考,而且来到新的环境,萧曼根本不能没有音宣。音宣离开时,萧曼并没有说什么,也没有加以阻止,因为唤作是她,她也会这样,每个人都有自己的选者权,萧曼也只能眼睁睁看着她离开。在音宣离开的那段时间,萧曼无法释怀,她每天都很忧郁,课业上的压力也让她喘不过气。第一次考试时,她的化学竟然考个12分,她气得想哭,想放弃,恨音宣怎么可以那么自私抛下她。阴晴不定的她,每当作起功课时,遇到不会做的,就撕个稀巴烂。就在自己压力很大,大得快闯不过气时,音宣上网找她聊聊近况。萧曼气得不想回答她,对她发脾气。告诉她不关她的事。就这样,两人吵了起来,也冷战了半年。在这半年里,她们对对方不闻不问。萧曼也开始努力的适应着中六的生活,并进步了许多,学会了独立。但她心中还是想念着音宣,想知道她过得到底好不好。音宣第一学期放假,也回乡了。萧曼知道后便破冰,约了音宣一起在圣诞节参加游街。就这样,两个人又原谅了对方,也知道了音宣交了个男友。萧曼之所以会跟音宣冰释前嫌是因为她并放不下十几年的友情。但,萧曼总是傻傻一个人为友情付出,每当上网时,萧曼总是先找音宣聊天,而音宣从来就不会,有时甚至还没回萧曼的话,就让她等啊等。萧曼觉得很泄气。通过面子书萧曼也知道了音宣交了很多朋友,并不缺她。萧曼也习惯了,见怪不怪。有事电话讯息给她,也等了老半天没回。这段日子里,萧曼也看开了,有时还替她找借口,她忙,忙assignment。音宣生日当天,萧曼打了个电话给音宣,想要亲口告诉她生日快乐,结果她并没有接她电话。她以为音宣又在忙了。结果过了几天,她在面子书上看到音宣上传的照片,她跟她在那里认识的朋友一起庆祝生日。原来。。。萧曼失望透顶了。萧曼打不到她,讯息给她祝她生日快乐,结果,她不但很慢才会,回的是新的手机号码,如果她没讯息给她,她将会永远不知道音宣换了手机号码。这也许是水瓶座的傻吧,执着吧,也难怪水瓶座被称为”友谊之星“。

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Monday, July 25, 2011

Sayonara

I have decided to take a one year leave. I m pretty busy with the year of my life. A year that is most important in my life, deciding my future. I have to say Goodbye to my blog. Perhaps i should deactivate it. After one year , i will be back to my blog and make myself a full time blogger. See ya
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Sunday, March 27, 2011

Greyson Chance - Waiting Outside The Lines

Greyson Chance: Waiting Outside The Lines

You'll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it's time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets
even if it's just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living blind

Stuck in that same position,
you deserve so much more
There's a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow



You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go

Don't wanna have to force you to smile
I'm here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What's in you is out there

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

I'm trying to be patient (I'm trying to be patient)
the first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it

I'm Waiting, waiting, just waiting I'm waiting
I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

You'll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_AU1yyy_At4

Saturday, January 8, 2011

21 things to do before you're 21

1. Take a road trip.
Mapping the route, singing at the top of your lungs, and discovering new towns with friends is the ultimate bonding experience.

2. Learn to play a musical instrument.
I can play only a few chords, but I love the expressive power of music — and the possibility that one day you can learn to create something beautiful through it.

3. Go skinny-dipping!
It's the most liberating thing ever. You have to let go of your insecurities when you take off your clothes. But you're hidden by the water — so it's like bending the rules. Who decided we have to wear clothes, anyway?

4. Save $1,000.
Just seeing that big number in your bank account is rewarding — knowing you did it alone.

5. Know your grandparents.
Ask them (or your parents) about their lives at your age. You might be shocked by how much insight they have — and the crazy things they did!

6. Buy a lottery ticket.
But just one. Everyone should take one million-to-one shot in their lives — it's fun to dream such a big and outrageous dream.

7. Win an award.
It doesn't matter if it's a contest for role models or pie-eating — you can be the best at something. And there's no fulfillment quite like everyone else knowing it too.

8. Say "I love you."
It takes courage to be vulnerable. But it's the only way to create the possibility that someone will love you back the way you deserve.

9. Learn to drive a stick shift.
You never know when you'll get into a situation where you may need to know how. Plus, in terms of gas, these cars are better on your wallet.

10. Milk a cow.
I was terrified to do it, but conquering this small thing helped me do even bigger scary stuff.

11. Forgive someone.
A girl wrote "b****" on my locker when I was 16, and it always ate away at me inside. But when I made amends with her, the bad feelings evaporated.

12. Have your fortune told.
Sure, it's kind of silly. But doing it is really a reminder that in the end, only you hold the power to chart your own destiny.

13. Go to a drive-in.
Seriously, the best place on earth! Where else can you watch a movie, get a great burger, talk and walk around with friends, and see the stars — all at the same time?

14. Do your own laundry.
It's the first step on the long (but gratifying) road to independence.

15. Ride a horse.
Okay, it might sound cheesy, but when you connect with this animal and the wind blows through your hair, it's the closest feeling to real freedom.

16. Donate your formal dresses.
You'll give someone the chance to be a princess for one night. (And, yes, it's okay to feel like one!)

17. See the ocean.
I felt so small next to this huge, timeless thing — and it inspired me to make the most of my life.

18. Waitress at least once.
Serving someone is humbling, plus it teaches you how to communicate and multitask — two skills you'll use forever.

19. See one thing that is "the world's largest."
Even if it's just a frying pan — at least it can be your temporary claim to fame!

20. Leave the country.
Going to England, I realized how narrow my world really was — and that travel was the best way I could expand it.

21. Learn how to love your body.
I'm just now starting to feel perfect as I am because I have knobby knees and moles — not in spite of them.

Friday, October 29, 2010

God Will Make A Way

          God will make a way,
          Where there seems to be no way
          He works in ways we cannot see
          He will make a way for me
          He will be my guide
          Hold me closely to His side
          With love and strength for each new day
          He will make a way, He will make a way.

          By a roadway in the wilderness, He'll lead me
          And rivers in the desert will I see
          Heaven and earth will fade
          But His Word will still remain
          He will do something new today.

          God will make a way,
          Where there seems to be no way
          He works in ways we cannot see
          He will make a way for me
          He will be my guide
          Hold me closely to His side
          With love and strength for each new day
          He will make a way, He will make a way